FTM, my little Ethan Cash Harper joined us on time, on his due date. I had three miscarraiges before him but now I know god saved the perfect baby for me. I am struggling though I knew it wouldn't be easy but wow it's really hard, I guess it would all be easier with more sleep. Also I hate to not ask for help or accept it. I am so happy I'm a mom and hope I can continue to grow with u guys with questions arise.