How do you snap back after two miscarriages...

My husband and I have been together 10 years. We got together when I was 6 months pregnant. He's been by my side through everything and raised my son as his own. He wants a child with me and I want one with him so bad. We started trying the years ago to have a baby. We've had two miscarriage and after the last one Idk how to keep trying. He's so understanding but Idk how to explain the loss I feel to him. I feel like my hearts been ripped out. I want another baby so bad. Being a mother is the best feeling in the world abd I've always wanted at least 4 kids but at this point in so discouraged and heartbroken. How can I heal myself for my husband so that I can keep trying??? Please help!