2 years.. 2 years of trying. It feels like disbelief! I'm still in shock and awe that inside my belly is a tiny, little baby the size of a blueberry! A BLUEBERRY! that's so tiny.. And to think that I love that little blueberry size baby more then life itself.. That's a whole lot of love.. June 2016 seems so far away. I want to hold my last and final, tiny love in my arms.