Accepted it

5 days late with AF now and still BFN!
I've been feeling strange lately.. The way I described it to my SO was "hangover-ish" and "like I've got heartburn but in my stomach." Been feeling really queasy too but was convinced I wasn't symptom spotting as the other morning I was so close to vomiting.. 
I've kinda accepted its not pregnancy now though.. If I was I would be 5 + 1..