Am I the only one??

Who is sad about being pregnant again? Both my kids come from bad situations and I said I'd never date again and then I did and I regret it. I don't regret my baby but I'm faced with so many problems and the father is PSYCHO. I got away from him but hes gonna take me to court for custody and I love my babies and I'll never let anything happen to them. But I can't get over being sad about being pregnant only cause I know what's to come with the father. :'( I'm so lost guys. I feel like I'm drowning.