Single mom wishing ex was in the delivery room :/

I just cry some times I know he should be here for his baby and me. I cried on my ultrasound. I'm picking up everything he promised me. Does anyone who doesn't have a partner feel like this. I'm feeling betrayed this is his first baby he should be excited and take the responsibility even if he's not.

Were there any moms who gave birth dad was gone, out of state military or job, trucker.

Dad died.

Or single mom.

I just need support and strength ladies super strength.