I'm so miserable

I'm just depressed and out right miserable. I feel so alone. & I just can't get out of this damn relationship. I have nowhere to go and no one to turn to. I'm so unhappy. & This is just way too much stress on my body and this baby. Everyday I start to feel more and more detached. I just want to end it all and that's what makes things so much more difficult. That I can't cos that would be selfish of me. I'm going crazy. I don't know what to do anymore. I feel so fucking hopeless. I can't take this pain anymore.