Feeling very anxious during this pregnancy

Christina
I'm 10 weeks 1d and I'm super anxious about everything. I thought since this is my third and last I would be less anxious and could really enjoy the whole pregnancy journey this time around. I keep feeling like the baby is dead. My symptoms have subsided alot and I don't feel pregnant. I've miscarriaged in the past and almost lost my daughter at 20 weeks due to cervix shortening. I'm freaking out. I see my ob on Monday so hoping for good news!