PCOS and giving up TTC

Finding it so hard to keep being positive about TTC, as my body is definitely affecting me! Tried to do pt sessions and just could not get motivated as weight is not dropping so i get stuck in depression and just put more stress on myself! & then my big fat period does not go away unless made to by primulot! Sick of depending on a drug to make it go away but if i dont it sticks around for at least 37 days! :(

Cant wait til i can handle it better just being so impatient right now! :(