Infertility affected my friendship
I have to admit, when I first hear a pregnancy announcement I get a little envious, but that soon passes and I'm joyed to see a new baby being brought into this world especially to a loving family... I know I might think differently from the normal infertile but all I have ever longed for is for my best friend or sister to have a child and allow me to be a close part in that child's life... To me that's the next best thing to having my own, I mean if I can't have one I would at least want to feel the joys of a baby in my life. I was so excited when my bestie announced she was pregnant because all I could think about was "finally there will be a baby I can love a spoil, and watch grow" but instead my bestie grew distant with me, afraid that I would be hurt by every news of the baby's first. Now I don't even get to talk to her. I wish she knew she hurt me more by taking the baby and our friendship out of my life.... Sometimes I feel like she was afraid to let me close to her baby. I keep replaying our last time together over and over in my head, asking myself what I did wrong, and it saddens me to know the last time I saw my best friend was the first time I held her baby 😔
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