It's been something that has haunted me my entire life. Even as a child, all I've ever wanted was to have a family and have kids. Having that kind of goal, brought a huge fear of not being able to conceive, or carry to term, or etc. right now I'm 20 years old, and Me and my bf have been TTC for a few months now. Im trying so young, because I'm scared of trying later, and being told I should of tried earlier. But even though I know some times it takes a while, my fears are only growing. I wake up every day with this crippling anxiety. This month when I woke up to AF I went into a panic attack. I have no real reason to believe I can't have kids, except a few vitamin deficiencies. (Which I'm controlling). But I'm petrified to talk to my doctor and have my fears become reality. I don't know what to do anymore! It's controling my entire life! 😭😭