We've been together for nine months. I told you I loved you after six of those months....you told me you didn't feel comfortable saying it. Till this day you still haven't said it. You always say you care about me, well I care about you too but caring can only get you so far before you're wondering is this a waste. Now you complain that we hardly have sex and there's no intimacy. So I try to give you what you want. Show you more affection, try to have sex more to please you. At the end of the day it's you who hardly touches me or shows me any type of affection but for some reason I am to blame for it. Has it ever crossed your mind that I want to feel wanted too? Or that I want to have sex with someone who loves me and not just "cares" about me. You're 10 years older then I am and I feel like I know more about what it takes to make a relationship work and to be happy. You use to make me feel so wanted and happy but now I'm only happy half of the time and I want to go back to being completely happy. I always ask if you want to still be with me and you always say yes because I make you happy but I think the real reason is you can't stand to be alone anymore. You need a warm body to sleep next to. You're 33 and still have no concept of what love really is. Why should I put my all in to something that I believe you think isn't going to go far. After that day you told me you couldn't say I love you back I vowed to never say it again. I don't want to let you go but sometimes I feel like I need to. Maybe we can work things out but only time will tell but I'm starting to realize I'm too young to waste my time.