No EWCM?

Amanda • I am 23, engaged to be married, our first is a beautiful 5 y/o angel in heaven, We lost her April 2015, miscarried our second October 2014, we are waiting for our rainbow after the storm. (Ttc 2yrs)
I'm in my fertile window & today supposed to be ovulation day, I have been ttc for exactley a year now. I have had one live birth and one miscarriage at 13 weeks. My CM for some reason is watery in my fertile window but not Egg white like people say it supposed to be? Could it be why it takes me so long to concieve, it took a year for Both my pregnancies. I conceived my second using coconut oil. So I'm I just got some and used it this cycle...if I concieve his cycle I will know for sure I the coconut oil helps me or not...