24+4 and all I do is cry myself too sleep, I wake up every 3 hours, I either eat too much or i don't eat at all, I have noo motivation too go too college or work, I don't wanna get out of bed, I don't want too shower or get dressed, don't even want my boyfriend here, he tries too make mee feel better but it just makes mee wanna cry even more, I don't like being around him, I don't want too be around family, my birthday is coming up soon, and I don't even want too do anything for that; big 18 and tbh I'd rather lay in bed by myself in the dark, I don't even wanna be pregnant anymore, it's making mee feel like a bad mum, don't get mee wrong I want and love this child, I lost one nearly 2 years ago and everyday I feel so bad being pregnant cause the first ones not here;