I am out again this month! Like many here i am so sad. I feel like i should just stop trying and see if it happens naturally. I am thinking about not using apps to enter data anymore, not searching for symptoms, not counting the days, not calculating ovulation, not testing and taking a break from all of it. I will keep reading your stories as they give me hope, makes me laugh sometimes too and make me feel less alone. But no more tracking everything for me. My dream after my thyroidectomy was to have a baby with the love of my life. How can dreams be so painful? Good luck to you all out there and all my best wishes go your way. I truly hope you get your BFPs soon. As for me, we will see. Opk, hpt and everything else are now banned from my house. No more!