uum I'm only 16 turning 17 in two months. I'm a Christian also so it's not okay spiritually to have sex before marriage. For awhile now I've been thinking about a lot of sexayl things in my head and I know if I have sex now 50% of me is going to be like "ALRIGHT BUUDY 👏🏾👅👀" but then the other 50% is going to be like " wtf did I just do 😥😖" help me please !