Trying to be patient

Hanna • I have one beautiful little girl 3 years old! Started ttc in August 2015. Due with rainbow baby April 2017!
I couldn't sleep last night. All I could think about was waking up and taking a pregnancy test that I knew would be negative. I keep telling myself not to get stressed cause it will happen when the time is right. But I still do. Especially when I get a text from a relative (we were trying to conceive at the same time)  saying "Wooow!! I can't believe you're not pregnant yet. We got pregnant right away. Are you and your SO not having enough sex..?" We haven't been ttc long, but having someone rub a BFP in your face, every time you get a BFN isn't easy.