I can already feel the uneasiness of when she's about to visit. I hate, hate, hate this! I have refused to take tests now because I'm heart-broken every month when I do. I'm a mother to a four and a half year old boy (my miracle child) and want another so badly. My hope is that his brother/sister doesn't take 9 years to come along like he did because Mommy is getting old and is high risk. :( Baby dust to all of you. I hope to see BFPS all around.