This month will be the 4th month of me being off my bc. My period is due on Monday and i feel like once again it will come. Each month i try not to be down when i do get it but i just can't help it. I get so sad every single time! I have a 8 yr old who is AMAZING of course but now that i have finally found my soul mate we want another child together! I will be 30 next year and as my son ages as well it's like OMG they will be so far apart in age lol i just hope it happens for us!! Soon!!