I'm in serious need of prayers right now. I'm 19 years old and I live in a home that is extremely emotionally abusive. My mother is mentally unstable and has pretty much lost it. A few months ago, my 30 year old sister attacked my mother and I and was arrested and now my mom is letting her stay in our house again with her children. I'm working a part time job and am going to community college but I don't have a car. Im going to have to drop out of school to work full time. I want to move out so badly but I don't have enough money. I just feel trapped. I'm going to try staying at a friends for awhile but I don't know how I'll keep a job. I'm just so scared and so lost 😭😭😭😭 I just have no idea that to do. Or where to go. I'm even doubting that there is a god. My boyfriend is doing his best to help me out. He lives in a very stable home. I would stay with him but his parents are strict and wouldn't allow that.