Just need to Vent

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So my husband and I conceived first try back in May and I miscarried in June. Doctors caught it right away so it took 2 months for my levels to go down before we could try again! We have been trying since September with October out bc I didn't ovulate. Now I find out that a coworker is pregnant, also on the 1st try and told me the day AF arrived. Talk about nothing being more devastating! She is still really early and maybe shouldn't be telling people but you know that feeling you get when it's going to work out for someone when it didn't for you...that's the feeling I have. For those of you in similar situations, how do you deal with this?! I was a mess last night being sad and depressed thinking about how I lost my baby, it screwed up my body and it's taking us a little longer second time around. Sorry! I just needed to vent and get support from those who have gone through it and understand my emotions. My poor husband tries to console me as best he can but he very optimistic so just tells me it will work out for us in the end.