You'll probably think I'm silly but when I lost my V we used a condom and took it off halfway through as I didn't find it pleasurable with.. So I was with this boy for 6 months and never after that did we use one or any kind of contraception again . I am now dating a different guy but we haven't had sex yet and he insists on using a condom which I know is sensible but I really don't enjoy It with one, I would ideally like to go on the pill or have the implant or something but I'm 15 and my mum doesn't know I've had sex Please help me 😞😞😞