I am feeling very guilty for even writing this post. I am almost 12 weeks and I am excited for my husband and I to start a family. However I can't find that "happy" place. I feel so disconnect from people, work and I just feel like doing nothing. I also usually am an emotional being even before becoming pregnant. However things that usually would make me cry or feel feelings isnt.

I feel ashamed for feeling this way. What's wrong and does anyone else feel this as well or am I completely alone.

I desperately want to find my MOJO and enjoy this new bundle that is to join us in june. Help!