I'm over my family

I know I'll probably get a lot of hate for this but I don't care I need to vent. Anymore, every time I bring up the baby my family doesn't ever wanna talk about it. My grandma will tell me she doesn't wanna hear it and everyone else tells me to just shut up and starts screaming at me. I got in a fight with my mom tonight and she thought it would be so awesome to push me and slap me across the face...my boyfriend is in Oklahoma right now and my friends all work in the mornings and have school so I can't stay with any of them. I seriously don't know what to do and I'm not putting myself in this situation. I just can't take it anymore. I feel like I'm stressing myself out so much and it's gonna hurt my baby. I'm so scared...