There so many things that i am happy and blessed about in life at this moment but as well i have things that bother me and make me kinda sad... my husband does everything out his way to make me happy but i feel like i dont do much to keep him happy keep him with me not regretting us or what we have i love him... Cant have sex cause is painful, date nights rather than going out i just want to go home and sleep my 5 year old erks my nerves sometimes but i love him and i feel weird everytime i am being touched by anyone.. smh sometimes i just cry idk what to do or how to feel smh cant wait to finally feel bormal again... 😳😳