I don't deny my blessing at all, God has blessed me with 2 beautiful healthy girls, and for 4 years we tried for our third. All I have to say is that those were the most miserable 4 years of my life. The only way I held on was through my spirituality and faith in the future. Now I am almost 5 months pregnant with a healthy boy and everything was worth the wait and worth the tears and worth all the trips to the drug store awaiting my BFP! I found out while on vacation in Florida! Thank God for miracles, and I wish everyone a healthy pregnancy.