Change of Pace:NTNP

Alyssa
After today's visit to the ER my SO and I have decided to switch gears when it comes to trying to conceive. Let me start off by saying I have stage 2 endometriosis. At the ER today they discovered I have a decent amount of fluid (blood) buildup in my pelvic cavity and about a dozen cysts, both have appeared within the last 4 months. I was so stressed about trying to give my SO a baby I stopped taking care of myself like I need to. I have to stop trying so hard. After AF comes around December 4th, I'm only temping and logging my period and when we have sex. This new news has shaken us to the core...I'm going to have to have surgery, and I'm scared. So, we are no longer trying to conceive...we are not trying not preventing (NTNP). If everyone could send prayers/good vibes my way I would really appreciate it. Baby dust to all of you ❤️😘💦👶🏼