No hope left

Gigi
Hi everyone, 
This month was the first time my period has been late. I thought it might be my lucky month after trying for a year. No, no, not this month. My period just came. So that's the last of my hope down the drain. 
I do not know what to say anymore. I'm in tears in the bathroom, hiding from my husband. I don't ever want him to see me as that sad barren woman. 
My friends are all bored of hearing about it, so I can't talk to them. Please, does anyone feel as lonely as I do?