Im 26 hes 27. We have been together for 7 years married for 3 with no kids. We were talkimg about the future and he really wanted to have a child this year but i am afraid. I know we r getting older each day. I have a stressful busy job and he just started a new job a month ago. We need 2 incomes for bills and mortgage. I know you will never be financially ready for a child. With his job he can go to school and after he passes classes this company will reimburse him. I have to help with a wedding june 2016. Do i stop my bc in january and see how it goes... After i find a good obgyn? Idk what to do anymore. Pur sex life doesnt exisit and hasn't for a while.

I know if we do have a child my husband will support me and so will family but y am i so afraid.... Everyone says i would he a great mother and when i was helping my sister in law with her 6 month old i was ok...

Thoughts on my life... I know im probably making a big deal and people can do it without any help but.... I just need to vent... Time to turn my brain off if possible....