I always thought getting pregnant was going to be easy... Who knew it would actually be so hard! From an early age you are tought about safe sex and the fear of getting pregnant was always in the back of my mind but now it's like I wish I didn't worry so much... Maybe if I did get pregnant at 16 then atleast I've have the baby that I am so desperate for today. It's so frustrating and upsetting and draining.  To think that I could have a 10 year old right now but instead I'm still childless breaks my heart:(