Going back to work??!! UGH

Shevon • #1 Baby Grayson born May 30th, 2015. We are in love!!! #2 Baby Addison born August 16th. We are very blessed!!!
Hi All,
I am heading back to work next week after my mat leave and I am a combination of annoyed, anxious and dread!! My mom is taking care of the baby (no child care angst) but I really just don't want to go back! Can someone talk me off the ledge and give me some tips on how to suck it up?