TWW buddies- AF due 11/29

I'm looking for some buddies to ride out this TWW. I'm approximately 5-6 dpo and last night the first glimmer of hope that maybe, just maybe, this is the month, sprung up in my head. My husband and I have been trying for our first baby since January. We conceived right away and miscarried in April at 11 weeks. We started trying again in June, and with one exception, I've convinced myself I'm pregnant every month since. Last month, when our baby would have been born, I was so very sure and so very heartbroken when we didn't conceive a rainbow baby. This month, I'm scared that every twitch or cramp will lead to false hope. I'd love to have some buddies on here to share phantom (or maybe real!) pregnancy symptoms and commiserate about the wait. Good luck and baby dust to you all!