I lost my virginity to someone who made me feel special but not attractive, he booked us a hotel room and literally pounced on me and I was excited after seeing it in films I thought it would be hot and I'd feel super sexy but he just hitched my dress up, didn't really pay me special attention and once he finished he just fell asleep straight away next to me. Was anyone else's first time perfect or am I relating it to much to romantic films?