I had to put my cat sleep last night. She likely had cancer and was cyanotic because she couldn't breath from fluid around her lungs. It was the right choice to end her suffering but I am a complete mess. I'm 30 weeks and already have felt emotional and now this....  Plus I have a 5 year old that is a mess trying to understand why Mimi is gone. Last night at the vet hospital I was having contractions and baby was clearly not happy. She is still active and moving around a lot.