Ever since I had my abortion 2 months ago, my SO has no desire to have sex with me. He says he feels guilty and "undeserving" of sex because the last time we did, I got pregnant and we chose not to live with our decision. He needs time without sex to heal, but I need that intimacy to feel close to him and to get through this. I've never felt so unwanted and so unattractive to someone before. I feel myself being pushed to the point of not even wanting to try and caring less and less if it ever happens again. He won't do anything. He won't make out with me or even let me please him. I just don't get it and every time I bring it up, he gets super mad and says I'm "pressuring him." Am I being selfish?