Im almost 3 months pp. I had a horrible pregnancy. I still feel so bad. I cant turn my brain off at night! I constantly over think things and I can't get good sleep. I had to quit my job because I couldnt afford child care. So thats stressing me out. My husbands car got flooded and he bought a new one but he hasnt got the tags and insurance switched.. so thats a lot of money. My damn dog wont quit tearing up paper I touch! My grandmother died and not one of my friends have even called me to ask how im doing she passed on nov. 5th and I had to go to her so I could "get cheered up" ( I just watched her smoke pot, it wasnt that helpful I dont smoke my husband practices AA so I do too) anyway no word from her since not even a text!!! Nothing! Thats makes me soooo mad!... im always there for them but they are never there for me. One of my guy friends talks to one of my other friends at least 3 times a day but wont even txt me. Now keep in mind I only have 3 people I consider good friends the others dropped off after HS. and my best friend of 16 years didnt even visit me when I gave birth... she decided to go out of town on her one day off and get high and fuck her ex bf. Then she wanted to come by at 7:00 pm the first night back home... umm no!! When I tried to call my dad today because I was feeling down his wife answered (she drove me out of my childhood home and dont really care for me. But she fronts very well but I can tell she dont like me and my dad has no clue) anyway she answered so I just made up an excuse of why I was calling. That kinda bummed me out I just wanted to talk to him. I really wanted to do thanksgiving at my house since we have our son but that aint happening... everyone wants us to make a 3 hour trip with a 3 month old for them!!! I hate being like this. Always worrying about something or overthinking something!! I'm done!!! I mean aint that fucking shitty skipping out when I gave birth (which she was soooooo fucking excited about!!!) To go get high and have sex then not even asking how im doing since my grandmother died!!?? I mean fuck she was a big part of my life! She taught me to swim, cook, and sew!! She was my only grandparent!!! The others died when I was really young but she stayed around till just after my 22nd bday... man I feel better. Sorry this is so long. This is why I love this app. I can get stuff off my chest. But do you think im crazy or over reacting? Or do I just need to chill out?