But I'll be damned if I don't go into detail of how nauseated I am & how even brushing my fucking teeth makes me gag at this point right now but he still begs for a stupid ass blow job & just blows off the fact that I just don't feel good right now. Like there's absolutely no sympathy just as long as he gets taken care of. I'm so tired of it. It gets to the point he starts sendi. Me shitty ass texts messages bc I do t want his dick in my mouth right now. Fucking over it. 

Sorry for the language. I'm just venting.