Sickness and Depression

Thamar • Happy to be a first time mommy. Loving my little baby so much already.
I was starting to feel a lot better but now I am just like idk my little baby boo made me throw up three times yerterday so annoying. I am 10 weeks 3 days next appointment is Wednesday. I am like so ready for this appointment. Cause I don't feel good body aches so badly. I have some unneeded cramping. No bleeding. And to top it off I feel so alone I am tired of feeling like I made this baby by myself. I never thought I could hate anyone but I hate my ex he is gum under my shoe. I still love my baby but also I think he was cheating this whole time so I have to make sure my health and the babies health is good. I didn't ask to be a single mother I thought he would be here but I was wrong and nothing hurts more then to be tricked like I am straight stupid. 4 years of my life with him just meant nothing.