This is my first pregnancy I lost my first one last year on September 22 I'm truly blessed I'm 3months now an sometimes I feel like crap but I remembered god choose me to guide an protect this lil angel I'm also a lil afraid of giving birth but I'm okay I'm using olive oil so I want get a bad tear down there an if I have csection I wouldn't mind as long as I get to see my lil bean :)