I'm so torn on what to do. I've been with my baby's father for 7 years off and on. Granted it hasn't been all unicorns and butterfly's, I do love him very much. I just can't bring myself to trust him, I think because if all the mistakes he's made in the past. But I haven't been so innocent either.. I k ow it's hard for him to trust me too. I just want what's Best for my son and I really want to work things out with him but we've been trying for 7 years and it still isn't working. Not to mention we've only had sex a handful of times this whole past year. I've become unattracted to him sexually I think because he tries to pursue it so much and because of my trust issues yet when I do get horny I want to do things with him but usually refrain because of said reasons. I don't know what to do. Help?!