Another month of agony about to begin

*Dimple* • TTC #1 for 4.5 years. Diagnosed with endometriosis 12/28/15. Conceived naturally October 2017
Well it's nine days before my expected period and the spotting has started. I have to go through another painful period before I can get the help I need and want. I am already dreading it. Never have I dreaded a period so much in my life. I turn into the grinch.