Getting anxious/nervous

Kim
I'm 34 weeks now and already this past week have been in hospital having contractions. When I was there I was still 33 weeks. They told me at 34 they won't stop me from going into labor. Yesterday at my shower they got so bad I was getting anxiety that this kid was coming out. But because I was at the shower I tried hiding it as much as I could. Last time I was checked was tue and I was 1cm and soft. I'm curious to know what I am now. Yesterday I had diarrhea all day too. Was awful being at my shower lol. I was on antibiotics for a sinus infection the beginning of the week but didn't have it then so I'm wondering if it's my body getting ready. Really hate not knowing the unexpected lol. Anyone else feeling like this?