Due date after MC

My due date is quickly approaching, 25-Nov, and I feel overwhelmed with emotions. To make matters worse I am currently working overseas and am on my own, DH friends and family are all 6k miles away. I know being alone isn't helping, all I do after work is cry. I just keep thinking of our little one, and even though I know it's not my fault I still feel like a failure... I still blame myself...