Orgasms/Cumming

Ciara • 🤓
Okay ladies , I have a question for all of y'all out there. I have never had a man that has made me have an orgasm or even cum before . Now , I can make myself cum all day long , so I know what it feels like . But how do you know when a guy makes you cum ? None have made me cum so I know nun have made me have an orgasm . How do you know if you have came ? Does it feel the same as if you were making yourself cum as well ? Let's me honest , I have made the guys I have had sex with cum , but none of them have made me , so I'm fucking them , they aren't fucking me 😂😭. My fiancé and I have been together for 5 years now , and our first time have sex was about a week ago and I faked it when I said he made me cum 🙊 is that a bad thing ? 😩 I really need feedback .