Okay update: i know months back I was so close to throwing in the towel with breastfeeding the girls. After their TT and ULT revisions, and speech therapy, Claire went right back to breast without a shield! I was so shocked. It's been great ever since (except for this incessant painful thrush I've been battling, but neither baby has had it yet, so that's good) but Carmen hates my boobs lol. So even when I'm not at work, I still end up pumping too so Carmen can have breastmilk. Still about 20 ounces short every day (they consume around 60 ounces combined and I only produce 40-42 every day.