So nervous

Chynna
My babies father said he doesn't have enough guts to watch me have a c-section if I have to have one. So he's thinking about not even being in the room. It makes me sad because I trust no one not even a doctor who's been doing it for years, I really jus want my spouse there (in the room) to keep an eye on everything & make sure everything goes as planned & also to cut the cords of his twins. I'm so nervous because I have no family & it would mean the world to me if he was. In the room. I don't want to go through this experience alone..... What do I do?