Scared to try again

Ashley • 27, God`s Girl, Wife of 5 yrs to Hubby,Mommy of 3yr old Princess, Pastor`s Wife&First Lady & Preg w/#2 after MC 10/30/15
I know I should be because Christ is the head of my life. But I am scared to try again after miscarying. I would love to be pregnant and I was so excited. I don't want the joy of finding out again to only loose it again.