Hello, I've only just joined this group, but think it's such an amazing group, already seen so many girls like 'don't know what to do' so I thought I'd share my story, sorry if it ends up being long! Back in February I fell pregnant, stupidly I stopped taking my pill, not on purpose I just kept forgetting. I'd been with my boyfriend a year, and although some would suggest that's not the worst case to fall pregnant in I was only 18, I love going out, I love being me and having freedom, I work full time but it wasn't enough to give the baby what it deserved, I spoke with my boyfriend and he agreed that now wasn't the best time to have a baby, after about 5 trips to the hospital (they make you do so many so they know you're sure) February the 10th was the day I was going to start losing my baby, I had to take two tablets and come back in 48 hours, I was only 7 weeks pregnant so I could have a medical abortion, it was horrible, I knew once I swallowed these tablets that was the end of my babies life. It wasn't a decision I took lightly, February 12th I went back, I had 1 huge tablet (like a tampon) put in my bum and four inserted into my vagina, I then had to lay flat for 30 minutes, when I eventually stood up I cannot explain the feeling I felt, it was sickness, dizziness, and as if I was going to poo my self all in one! My boyfriend took me home and the nurses rang every four hours to see how I was doing, no tampons, no baths, no sex for three weeks, just pads, and when I say I was bleeding heavy I was on the toilet every 15 mins, as well as being sick. It was awful. Looking back now, I do not regret it what so ever, I knew I couldn't give the child the life it deserved, and 8 months on, me and my boyfriend still say we want kids in the next year, I hope this helps people that are trying to make a decision, please please think of the unborn child and put he/she first! Xxxx