Feeling down in the dumps

Sarah
Sorry I just need an outlet to vent.
First of all my baby was transverse so I was booked in for a c section on the 13th. Then she suddenly turned head down (thankfully) so the c section was cancelled. My due date was the 19th I'm now 8 days overdue. Went for a stretch and sweep today and the dr couldn't do it because my cervix is firmly closed. Now I'm being induced on Monday but I just feel like it won't work and I'll end up having the c section that I could have had on the 13th!
I'm so frustrated and I can't stop crying 😥