I am going to my friends baby shower today. The shower where we were supposed to take bump pictures of future best friends. I am incredibly happy for her and I can talk about it. But being somewhere where I had all the pinterest ideas ready for our cute picture will be hard. I'm over being bitter at pregnant people on the street and on TV. But as you all know, the hopes and dreams you have from the moment you find out are simply gone. Anyways thanks for letting me vent I will still make today a wonderful and happy day for my friend.